All paths are leading home.
Visi keliai veda namo.
Last few years have been all about memories and getting back. It’s hard to say where I’ve been coming back exactly. Perhaps, to my true self.
After my attempt to live in a bigger city, in hopes of better professional opportunities, I came back to my hometown, with my illusions broken to pieces. The lifestyle of a city life is not for me, and I was forced to realise that. And it felt good, it was a relief to get back home. After a while I had to move to another appartment. And it happened so, that I moved to a place where I spent my childhood. I walked the paths where I used to go to school, and I remembered what I was like when I was a child. I remembered that I didn’t think about work, relationships, problems all the time. All I did in my childhood was exploring the world and life, and just being in the moment. So I decided that I need to get back to the same kind of conciousness. It is amazing, how adult life takes away from you, who you really are. Our society teaches us to become constant problem creators and solvers. We follow models that are erroneus. We need to take appart these bad patterns to get back to our true selves and be in the moment. Because this moment is the only real moment.